Wednesday, December 12, 2012

goal setting, apartment hunting and finals week

I've been in a terrible mood lately, even for me. I can't seem to get out of it. Everyone is annoying me and everything is bothering me. I'm actually inbetween finals at the moment, which might have something to do with it. Another thing that might is that I'm trying to save money and having a rough time. I spend way too much money in gas every week, but if you drive 2+ hours a day, you'll have that. I'm just exhausted. I'm ready to move closer to school and work. Work is stressing me out as well. I'm being told a billion different things and none of them are coming to light. I'm frustrated. I don't exactly have a love life, which you think would be less stressful, but oh no- you'd be wrong. I hung out with a guy that was cute a few times and found out one morning he has a girlfriend. From a facebook tag. Cool. You could've told me that instead of saying all the sweet things you did. Now, you may think I'm misinterpreting this, but i'm not. The things he said were literally not able to be misinterpreted. I didn't actually like him, so it wasn't that big of a deal, but COME ON. Have some common courtesy. Jesus.

So since nothing in my life seems to be going my way at the moment I'm making a goal list. By next month, January 12, (if the world is still a thing then) I will
-Have lost ten pounds ( i say this while drinking a gingerbread latte)
-have found an apartment and moved

eh...i dont even have goals. oh my.